Nightmares keep me awake, I promise
Me (CeaseofSalvation): i had a dream that I was hit by a big truck, like a logging truck and kyra found out about it and was really upset. she stayed in her room and wouldnt talk to anyone and then somehow saw me outside in her backyard sitting by her pool with my back to her.
CeaseOfSalvation: She went outside and moved next to me, she had been so crushed, her expression was beyond words in pain. It was like watching a movie rather then being in it. I was seeing things more from her side though
Amber: that's off. What do you think it means?
CeaseOfSalvation: i was bruised and bloodied, pale, nearly blue and i smiled at her and got into the pool, holding my arms out for her follow, she was crying and i looked unaffected by it
CeaseOfSalvation: she slid in, the blood was moving out of my cuts and swirling in the pool, but it didnt look like how blood and water would go
CeaseOfSalvation: the blood was like etching of dark red, the color of it but like tentacles lashing around me smothered in itself
CeaseOfSalvation: it was like it wasnt me and from something else i was lashing out only to see stone eyes look directly at me and push her under
CeaseOfSalvation: and after awhile all i could see was her hands floating in the blood water
CeaseOfSalvation: i was going to be sick and i felt like i couldnt breath and more hands came to the surface and i knew that it was marias.. i had that feeling like i had killed them both and in the corner of the backyard hidden barely in the shadow of the walls was david holding a red balloon tied to a string


I hate sleep....